Sunday, May 15th

 Sunday morning, I woke up to the nurse telling me that Mason was having heart decelerations with contractions. This was just something that they would have to watch. But in case of infection, or fetal distress, they would preform an emergency Cesarean. This is actually ok to me because they can tie my tubs while they are in there. My sister and her husband am up to see m today. It was nice to have a visitor.  I miss my kids more than I can ever imagine. But I know that this is something that I have to do.